Thursday, December 31, 2009
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
"Joshua met Jude (a Senator's son) at a grief support group for those who lost people in 9-11. They eventually hook up but Joshua won't commit because Jude is an atheist and Joshua can't be with someone who doesn't believe in God. They remain friends though and he's invited to the fancy Christmas party. Can they work out their differences? I had issues with this book, well with Joshua I guess because I'm an atheist and I can't believe someone would refuse to be with me because I don't believe the same things they do. Arrgghh. You bigoted asshole. It's mentioned that Joshua's family is totally fundie and he left the church, and yet he treats Jude the same way his family would treat anyone not as religious as them. Also I found there was this whole scenario at the end with a white stag coming out of the forest and bowing down to Jude which was a bit too out there. Couldn't they have just worked it out without some supernatural element? Anyway, Joshua's attitude pissed me off and I didn't like him much so I didn't care if he and Jude got together, in fact I'd rather they didn't because it's going to rear it's ugly head again, guarantee it."
This is the entire text of the review of my story, but check out Tam's Blog for more reviews and commentary on the m/m world. Looks like she reads widely and has a clear grasp on the genre.
Which brings me to my reason for posting this review: Is the m/m romance genre the place for me? I think a great many of my friends marvel that a guy so drawn to dark themes is writing romantic fiction. Writing fiction has been an interesting journey for me and I am still struggling to define myself as a writer . . . or maybe not to define myself as a writer.
A couple of years ago I stumbled into the world of m/m romance. I had read a lot of fan fiction (mostly X-Files and Doctor Who slash) and even read a few chapters of an early edition of Henry Jenkins's Textual Poaching: Television Fans and Participatory Culture (which is still in print and has been available on kindle since 2007). I liked the fiction a lot, but the art was often a stunning springboard for my imagination.
(Sidebar: If you like slash art and have not been to The Theban Band, take a look. The Mulder/Krycek page is pretty fantastic, but there's a lot of great stuff there. Be sure to look in on Sam & Frodo and the gang at Hogwarts while you're there.)
Initially the idea of rewriting film and television mythology appealed to me for the obvious reasons. As a gay man, I could watch The Empire Strikes Back and simultaneously want to be Han Solo and want to be experiencing the beginnings of a flirty, sexy relationship with him (like Princess Leia). This instantaneous mental and emotional vacillation from one perspective to another was my way of dealing with a world in which one of the characters on the screen was usually the wrong gender. And of course, Science Fiction has not traditionally been filled with man-on-man romance or sex. (Go figure.)
I was fascinated to note at the time that the vast majority of the people I encountered online creating and consuming m/m slash fiction and art were women. I didn't know what to make of it, but the concept fascinated me.
After a while, my attention wandered. From online slash archives I meandered a bit, reading a lot, but eschewing traditional and m/m romance in my own writing because I knew that my own heart tends to the darker side of experience. I was drawn more to erotica, horror and alternative history. Erotica, for me, was a place to explore dark emotions and the kinds of topics that don't really provide naturally happy endings (obsession, regret, melancholy, loneliness, violence etc). We are drawn to the themes we write; we do not choose them.
I stumbled back into the romance genre by reading (believe it or not) MaryJanice Davidson's Undead series. I have always wandered occasionally into the borderland between the worlds of romance, contemporary "chick lit" (a descriptive term I use, but also deplore), and paranormal. I had been reading Laurell K. Hamilton, watching as Anita Blake transformed from a hard-ass private eye into a sex queen. When you look at these dueling vamp writers, you can really get a feel for the breadth of the paranormal romance genre.
When I came back to the m/m genre for some reason I didn't read the paranormals. I read Zahra Owens's novel Diplomacy, which I really enjoyed and which inspired me to give this type of writing a try. I also read and enjoyed Nicki Bennett and Ariel Tachna, and the charming Lisa Marie Davis. What I eventually discovered was that all of these authors write for Dreamspinner Press.
And so I embarked on an experiment. I produced a novelette called "How Could I Not" that was eventually published by Dreamspinner in an anthology called Sindustry Vol. I.
I struggled to write a story about a male prostitute that wasn't mired in pathos or grit or grime and which ended happily. Happy endings have always been a challenge for me. I tend to default to happy beginnings. And so I grappled with the material, seeking lyricism, humor and romance and walked away with reader comments like "a complex little story." I also got busted from an "A-" to a "B-" by one reviewer for allowing the characters to have sex without a condom.
There are apparently a lot of rules in this genre.
One of the interesting challenges of writing in the m/m romance genre, with its roots firmly planted in the slash fan fic world, is that there are very few male writers or readers. It is still a young genre that is very much defined by women writers (who often use male pseudonyms) and women readers, and as such, it is different than the environment one might expect in a genre whose characters are all men who love men
I imagine sometimes the idealized world that produces romantic prose and happy endings can accentuate this difference. The rules of the genre encourage safe sex, emotional commitment, the healing power of love, transformation and, of course, those buggery happy endings. I have read some reviews about my fellow Dreamspinner writers that hacked their work to bits for containing analingus or main characters who cheat on one another. I think the gay world treats these things as de rigueur, part and parcel of the gay experience. The thing that makes this genre interesting and challenging to me as a writer is what I have come to think of as the Victor/Victoria Principle. As a male writer of m/m romance, I have to find a place in my head where I can become a woman pretending to be a man writing about two men from the perspective of a woman.
I had a boyfriend who was a pretty devout, but admirably liberal Christian who was brought tears when we discussed my own lack of belief. Joshua is not a particularly broad-minded person, which is perhaps his greatest fault as a person, but one of the things that makes him an interesting character. I was somewhat mystified by Jude's intense interest in Joshua, but who am I, the lowly writer, to intercede? Perhaps Joshua's relationship with Jude will open his eyes to the possibilities the world has to offer. Or perhaps Tam is right that he's a "bigoted asshole" and the issue of religion will rear its ugly head again. Maybe Joshua will eventually get upset about something else Jude says or does or believes and storm off in a rage.
Tam was also right to say there is more to come. There will be more. Jude is a great character, though I don't know how long he will be with Joshua. To stay with Jude, Joshua will have to really change his outlook, because in Jude's world, the bowing dog and stag are really just the tip of the magical iceberg. So will Jude appear in another romance? I've noticed that his heart tends to the melancholy, but only time will tell.
One parting photo for you. This is Jude's beloved Florida prairie near where the White Stag appeared.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I recently received word that one of my stories ("Ships That Pass") will be included in the upcoming anthology I Do Two! (MLR Press, 2010)
Like the first anthology in this series, this collection features stories on the theme of gay marriage. This volume will be a fundraiser for the Lambda Legal Defense and Education Fund which advocates, educates and fights for the civil rights of the LGBT community and people living with HIV.
My story is a dark, but ultimately hopeful piece. Two gay men, both involved in long term deeply troubled relationships, meet on a lonely evening in the weeks before Christmas. They form an instant connection that grows as they discuss their own lives and relationships. By the end of the night, their attraction has grown into a tangible possibility. The sexual tension shimmers in the cold winter air. Will they leave their problems behind and find a new and more powerful bond together? Or will their evening together inspire them to reconnect with their spouses?
Monday, December 14, 2009
Here's the blurb: In the aftermath of September 11, a grief-stricken Joshua finds comfort and solace in the arms of a mysterious man who also lost someone that fateful day. Jude Balder, the son of a U.S. Senator and a well-known artist in his own right, is everything Joshua has ever wanted, except for the whole “religion thing.” Joshua is a Christian, and Jude... well, Jude is something else entirely, something abstract and scary and indefinable, something that is definitely not Christian. When Joshua receives an invitation to a Solstice/Christmas party thrown by Jude and his Senator mother a couple of years later, he's faced with a quandary: Should he worry about the dangerous allure of the unknown, or will he dare take the chance to bask in Jude’s undeniable perfection?
Click on the photo to buy the story. With one week to go until the Winter Solstice, you must be looking for something to occupy those cold, dark evenings. This story is the answer. There's nothing better this time of year than cuddling up with a cup of cocoa and a holiday romance. Happy Holidays.
Are you in love with the cover art? I think it might be the best Holiday Anthology Art I've ever seen. Artist Paul Richmond is fantastic. Check out Paul Richmond's Site to see more of his work.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Like hundreds of thousands of other people, I saw The Twilight Saga: New Moon over the weekend. I went with my boyfriend and a lesbian friend of ours. Admittedly we were not the target audience, our party conspicuously lacking in the teen straight girl demographic. But then, the $517 Million worldwide gross seems to indicate that some of the rest of us are ponying up our $10 to dream with the kids from Forks.
So I get the wish fulfillment. I get it on a visceral level. I felt it reading the first book, but I could not connect the empty, dull, drably uninteresting Edward Cullen to my dream man. Especially in the second film in the series. He is Darcy in a coma, George Emerson on Xanax. I wanted to shake him and say "Tell me something fascinating or passionate or funny; make me remember why I loved you back in the first film." And frankly when the charming Jacob (ably, ruggedly portrayed by the handsome Taylor Lautner) appeared on the screen, I kept hoping Edward would somehow be forgotten. Let the vampire catch up on his sleep; run with the big dogs, Bella.
Another friend of mine saw New Moon in Dallas during opening weekend. She said members of the audience literally cheered and applauded when Jacob stripped off his shirt to dab the blood from Bella's injured forehead. Well, I'm with ya girls, that dawg done stole the show.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
So the Gators did not pull it off. Around here in Gainesville the mood is likely to be subdued. Some of my moderate Gator friends posted "you fought the good fight" comments on Facebook last night, but the die-hards have said nothing. It is Ragnarok. It is the end of an era and sadly, a heart-breaking defeat for Tebow's rabid disciples. He inspires the kind of fanaticism in his fans that his savior inspires in his own heart. The local headline screamed out DETHRONED, heralding the end of the parsimonious rule of King Tebow. Will he rise again in three days? Only the NFL draft will tell.
John16:33 (In case you wondered): "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I also finished a story called "Their Blood Shall Be Upon Them" and submitted it for consideration for an upcoming anthology. This is the uniform story I talked about in my last post. It ended up being about politics and religion and violence. There's a thematic arc that comments on the power of street violence to support totalitarian regimes, and there's some crazy, dark sex in it. What happens when a man who gets turned on by dangerous men and violent sex meets the psychopathic leader of a Chrisitian paramilitary organization? (Think of a hot, muscular skinhead version of Nazi SA leader Ernst Rohm.) You'll have to wait and see.
Normally I try to link the photos in my posts to the source, but I found this ages ago and I don't know where it came from. The pathos speaks to me tonight as I wind down from my tale of murder and sex and mayhem in the streets of Washington, D.C.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
So who doesn't love a man in uniform? From overalls to Marine dress blues, there's something hot about the regimentation and anonymity a uniform provides. Of course most of the time when you peel back the overalls, you don't get a package like this . . . but that's life, not fiction.
I was feeling a little disconnected, still experiencing a bit of the writer's block I talked about in my last post, when I got an email from one of the editors at Cleis Press accepting my story "The Wages of Sin" for their upcoming Big Tools anthology.
And just like that I had an idea for another CSA - alternate US story. Anyone interested in a story about homo thugs? Maybe a bit more uniform fetish in this one as well. The crimson uniforms of the Christian Brotherhood have a certain dangerous appeal -- think brown-shirted Nazis fighting communists in the streets of Berlin circa 1931. So maybe I'm back.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Lee says: "I'm struggling through a tougher than average Fall semester, so my pleasure reading time is woefully constrained. Thank all the little gods for this years Charity Sip Blitz -- 21 stories on the theme of Changing Lives, all proceeds benefiting the Matthew Shepard Foundation, and each one a fresh take on life-altering events. I haven't read them all yet, but so far my faves are:"
Then he mentions Acceptance: "Scion of a political family, Max tells the story of ten years of his life bracketed by two life changing accceptances. Auntie Jason all but steals the show in this warm and heartfelt tale."
Way to go Auntie Jason. (My own Aunt John would have been proud.)
Friday, October 9, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
I have been working relentlessly on a story called "Alex's Adventures in the Land of Wonder China Emporium" for a couple of weeks. It's an erotic version of Alice in Wonderland starring a hunky African American muscleman (Alex) and his drag queen brother (Daniel or Dinah). Alex is hanging out in Chinatown (San Francisco) on the way to the Reina de Corazones Tea Dance when a twink steals his watch. He chases the twink into the Land of Wonder China Emporium and launches himself down a dark stairwell into a sexual wonderland. Fun and hopefully funny. I'll keep you posted on possible publication.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Here's a great clip of Kelly as Sheila. This one is from 1983, but the show never really changed much during the run. And Kelly is just fantastic in this part. Sadly she got the Tony, but not the part in the movie.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
I just completed a story called The Thank You Note.
Manhattanites Roddy and Army decide to satisfy the seven year itch by placing a Craigslist ad and finding a third for a fantasy evening. But the morning after, once their hot Georgia boy has gone back downtown, the question of etiquette rears its ugly head. Roddy and Army trade sections of the Sunday Times and ponder the eternal question: Is it suitable to send a thank you note in such circumstances? What would Miss Manners do?
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Well Read Review
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I have just completed a novella called The Marriage of True Minds: A Ghost Story.
The story is told in twin narratives (2009, Sarasota Florida) and (1945, St Goarshausen Germany). The image at the top is a view of St Goar (across the Rhine River from St Goarshausen) and Reinfels Castle circa 1930. The image below shows American GIs crossing the Rhine in late March 1945 at the same location, under heavy fire from German troops on the hillsides opposite.
As Hurricane Rose batters his beachfront Sarasota mansion, Charlie Blanchard settles down with a cold martini, an ill-advised, but cheerily blazing fire, and a score of old musical memories, determined to wait out the storn with only the ghost of his one true love to keep him company. If he ever shows up.
Almost sixty-five years earlier in wartime Germany, Charlie met a young Canadian Captain who, although they spent only a few romantic days together, had captured Charlie's heart and changed him irrevocably. Now, as the storm whirls around him, Charlie must confront the nature of mortality and the immortality of love. Will true love follow him, even to the edge of doom?
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
My serial killer story "Hollow" was accepted for inclusion in an anthology entitled Blood Fruit coming this fall from a new small press called QueeredFiction. Check them out at http://www.queeredfiction.com/
I love the working cover.
"Hollow" is the story of a serial killer who works in a cubicle, wandering through his life as a mid-level manager in hospital administration. He is an attractive guy who appears normal on the outside, so much so, in fact, that one of his male co-workers develops a crush on him. How will it turn out? You'll have to read the story.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
We'll see if they like it.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
I have also been working on some ideas for m/m romance. I am intrigues with the possibilities of formulaic writing and both romance and mystery seem to naturally call to me. I submitted a novelette (about 10,000 words) to Dreamspinner Press (http://www.dreamspinnerpress.com/) recently and if things go well, I'd like to branch into some romance genre writing. I've been working on some outlines that could grow to novellas or even novels. I'll keep you posted on this subject. (The painting is of Zeus and Ganymede -- it seemed appropriate to the subject matter.)
I have just completed a Winter Solstice for submission to the Holiday Anthology referred to in my last post. It's only about 4400 words, but I was able to put together some solid thematic structure having to do with hope springing from the darkness of the long night. good stuff, I hope. It also has some great sex scenes. I like the fact that despair, hope, and sex are so often intertwined. It's a stretch, perhaps, for a holiday anthology, but I always seem to take the dark road through the woods.